Fear.“What are you waiting for?” I shouted, I was 11 at the time with my best friend in a small apartment complex in Federal way, wa.Aug 19Aug 19
Waiting RoomMy Entire life has felt as though i’ve been sitting in a waiting room chair, picking at my nails because I forgot my toy and hoping I’m…Jun 28Jun 28
So Long, London.I used to live in fear that the people I was writing about would find my blog and give me a verbal lashing. I lived in fear of telling me…Apr 23Apr 23
WomblandsI was having a particularly distractable morning. Deciding that before lunch I would get on the treadmill and do a 30 minute workout. Right…Feb 21Feb 21
Taste the morningIn an episode of Getting Grown Podcast one of my favorite podcasters amongst the hosts were discussing their complex relationships with…Oct 21, 2023Oct 21, 2023
The DespairOne of my dear friends once told me that they pull away for fear of spreading their own darkness. Today I understand that. I spent all…May 31, 2023May 31, 2023
RedemptionIt’s officially been 3 weeks that i’ve been unemployed. 3 Fridays ago I thought that I would crumble into a ball of anxiety dust but I…Apr 28, 2023Apr 28, 2023
Endings and Beginnings.So this is how it ends after 2 years and 5 months of work that is disrupted over a google meet call. To be clear I haven’t been fired yet…Apr 7, 2023Apr 7, 2023
Becoming “That Girl”My 2023 Motto similar to 2019 of “I’m ready” is to become that girl. What would the hottest version of me do?Mar 7, 2023Mar 7, 2023